No good, very bad day!

Last Monday I had the worst day I had ever had in all my life. I was down visiting my Grandma in the hospital and seeing Andy off. He had to leave for two weeks to a training in South Carolina. I was already very upset about him leaving I was also having a very hard time because my cute Grandma had just gone through a five bypass open heart surgery. Quincy was very sick. She was wheezing really bad so I thought we will go home and on my way take her to her doctor in Logan. I got there and they said they couldn't see her until 2:30 and it was only 10:30. I had lots of time to kill... just me and the kids. I had some errands to run. I went to the bank. Colby threw thee biggest fit I have ever seen out of one of my kids. I was so embarrassed. All over a piece of candy. I told him if he didn't stop crying he couldn't have any. Well he sure didn't stop. He was climbing the counter trying to get the stupid candy. I thought I would just walk out and he would follow. Oh no! He stood there freaking out. A very nice guy helped me carry Quincy out while I physically carried by big, kicking screaming 5 year old. I finally get him out to the car. I go around the car the put Quincy in and what does Colby do??? He runs back into the bank. Oh my heck. I have never wanted to physically hurt one of my kids so bad. I know that sounds horrible but I seriously felt like I had no control. I have never felt like that. I go back and physically carry him out AGAIN. I'm sure my face was bright red. I was humiliated. I put the child lock on and threw him in the car yet again. I drove away. I called Andy and started bawling. I still had to go grocery shopping and go to the doctor with all four kids. I went to the store. No big fits there. Good news. Then I went to the doctor a little while later. I haven't had a period since I had Quincy. I usually don't have them when I am nursing. Of course... I start in the doctors office. It was all over me. All I had on was a paper towel. It took forever because they gave Quincy a breathing treatment and monitored her for a while. They finally sent me off to home health to pick up a nebulizer machine to do breathing treatments at home. I first had to stop at Smiths to go buy tampons. While I am down the isle, there is a lady there as well. It was just me and my kids and her. Well, she suddenly fell backwards right at my feet and started having a seizure. I drop to my knees and turn her on her side so she doesn't bite her tongue. I yelled for someone to call 911. After the seizure she was unconscious with her eyes open. She sounded like she was snoring. Weird. I waited until the paramedics came and explained to them what happened. Then I was on my way. I was extremely traumatized. As well, my kids watched the whole thing. I was nervous how they would react to it. After that I went to IHC Home Health. Of course there are 2 centers in Logan and I went to the wrong one. I then put all my kids back in the car and went to the other one. WHEW!! What a day. Soooo glad it is over